Sooner or Later

You know something?
I knew.
I saw it coming. I saw myself in it. I saw it all.

I knew it was going to happen.
Sooner or Later.

I knew it was inevitable.
unavoidable.
But God, i didn't know it would be so soon.

I'm too tired to sleep.
Too tired to breathe.

But with the little strength i have left today, I must remind myself
That I still believe
ALL things work together for good, for those who love him.
"Oh, God i believe! Please help me believe."
(A Line from "Sooner or Later")

This song by Switchfoot became my soundtrack for the day for obvious reasons.

Artist: Switchfoot

Sooner Or Later

Come back and haunt me

Follow me home

Give me a motive

Swallow me whole

They say I've lost it

What could I know

When I'm but a mockery

I'm so alone

Sooner or later

you'll find out

There's a hole in the wall

Today is ours

Condemned to be free

Free to keep breathing

Free to believe

I look to find You

Down on my knees

Oh God, I believe!

Please help me believe

Sooner or later

they'll find out

There's a hole in the wall

Sooner or later

you'll find out

That you'll dream to be that small

I'm a believer, help me believe

I gave it all away

and I lost who I am

I threw it all away

With everything to gain

And I'm taking the leap

With dreams of shrinking

Yeah, dreams of shrinking

This video had never felt more real to me than today.
Sink or swim.

I sunk.


Signed in tears.